I found some old photographs. Talk about traveling back in time. Right now I'm dead set on losing weight and I see the pictures from way back. You know back when I was 18 or 19. When I survived on alcohol and Ramen Noodles. When I thought I was over weight and boy oh boy let me tell I really wasn't. But you couldn't have told me that then. I think my hair weighed more than me.;) Rock on all you head bangers out there!

What is it with self image? Why is it so distorted? Why do I weigh myself every morning and every night? Carefully keeping up with the numbers in my head. If I eat Yoplait for week where will I be? If I pop 2 of these pills three times a day how much can I lose? If I exercise three times a week, no every other day where will that put me? How much does muscle weigh? If I stop drinking sodas do how much weight can I drop? If I eat only one meal a day? What's my ideal body weight? lol I need something to obsess over.

Whoa I am so PMSing here.