Today was shit. Really. Went out to eat. Worst service ever. I was so annoyed. Then at the end of the meal I had to go get the take-out container myself. If I knew I could've gotten away with grabbing stuff from the wait station I would've taken care of our drinks as well. Stupid asshole waiter. How about that non tip, shithead? Another fine dinning restaurant Xed off my list. ( Oh Lord, read more about my service oriented career )

Here's a pet peeve of mine. I threatened a woman who was just cruising through a cross walk I was in the middle of. I made her stop. That bitch, I could've kicked her ass so hard. She gave me a look and I was like, "Come on! Bring it!" C was like, "Honey come on." Then what do you know, I see her in the store. I was cool about it but C was like "Are you coming?" and I was like "Well if I came through I would've hit that lady." What was funny is the woman from the cross walk thought I was talking about her. She must have heard the last part of what I said and hurried down the aisle. Actually I was referring to a woman with twins who was sorta blocking my way. I didn't want to bump the babies. hehe Oh well. Maybe the bitch will slow down in the crosswalks from now on.

I sorta feel bad and this LJ sucks. What a fucking downer it has become. You know I'm in this downward spiral. Feel so out of sorts. Lately, I've worked myself way too hard, my meeting didn't go as planned and I have staffing changes to go through. Not to mention some building repairs when this truck driver basically slammed into my store then stood there with a shocked look on his face when I asked if he hit my building. Really now. I was dumbfounded. I had to say, "You aren't honestly telling me that you didn't do that are you?" Then told him I was reporting it and he decided it might be better if he called them. Disposable cameras are really cool. Whatever.

( My apology for writing such depressing entries )

insanityonline1 Hope your friend is okay.
i_heart_marg Have fun tomorrow! It's hard not to want babies. Friends having babies will wake up these feelings. But if that's the only time that the feelings occur then I don't think you're ready. The timing may be wrong.
wanderlonely I'm sending you a hug. Your LJ is so descriptive and I hope your loneliness ends soon.
basilea All my heart to you. I have the same problem about saying "No" and feeling responsible to make people happy.
crusherbevdr Thinking of you. Hope you get through this cycle okay.
icequeen3101 Have fun at the movies!
jessicalovescsi: The good sis! You rock! It's sweet all you do!